It is the ego that surrounds you in a bubble of illusion, so that you can truly believe in what ever you wish to believe. That you will be happy and not pay attention to the growing dissatisfaction you feel in your heart.

That on the day you will receive new clothes, a computer, a new car, a house, that is to say, everything you really deserve, you will achieve happiness.

And when you grow weary of waiting, the ego convinces you not to give up, it convinces you are almost there…

But That little longer never ends.

Yet the ego keeps on insisting that resistance and struggle are the only way forward. it does not allow you to see that resistance and struggle take you nowhere or worse yet, that they continue to take you energetically down the wrong path.

The road ahead is one of resistance and struggle.

you should be travelling in the opposite direction.

Acceptance and fruition are the road you should follow.

Accept the situation you are in and begin to follow the buoy to float so that the current can lead you to safe harbors.

And you may then move toward that which awaits you in this incarnation.